It’s a super rainy day…
There was so much flooding on the roads today and I drove with my windows slightly down to let in the fresh cool air.
I moved several times, learning that I don’t adapt to change very well.
We have a cat now and her name is Claudine. It amazes me how much one could love such a tiny little furry thing. She loves to watch you shit and she’ll meow her heart out until you let her in the bathroom with you.
My perspectives on so many of the topics I have posted before have completely changed. I feel almost embarrassed with my limited view and ignorance.
I am back in school majoring in Psychology as I plan to become a therapist.
I am now terrified of sharing myself online in fear that someone will study me and use everything I’ve put out there to manipulate me in clever ways which has happened.
But on the other hand, I could post something that relates to someone which makes them feel less alone, or help in some way, or inspire or whatever….
As soon as I came home I googled Unwinding from a rainy day but all I could find was generic lists of what to do on a rainy day.
I had the desire to light candles, burn incense, and take a shower but alas I simply ate dinner which consisted of tuna & tortilla chips. I then hopped on Pinterest creating a rainy day mood board to get into a vibe.
And then sprung forth the desire to write on my anonymous blog which I couldn’t log in to because well I can’t remember the last time I posted anything there or the email I used.
I thought of opening a bottle of wine but…I don’t really drink and well it would just be bad for my gut/mental health.
So yes here I am alive and overall well even if I feel like I’m hanging on by multiple beautiful intricate threads that make life still worth living.
